A lot of my time is spent pulling my mind from everywhere else and bringing it back to earth. This is no easy task for me because I have lived most my young life thinking ahead and backwards. It's kinda funny when you say it like that because when you think about the past it is backwards thinking, if you think about it. Living with myself and liking me with some kind of acceptance a big part is because I'm with someone who allows me to be me which in turn helps me grow as a person. I wish someone would have told me along time ago (maybe they did, but I didn't listen) to slow down and appreciate all for what it is. We can live to our standards, someone elses, a big statue, whatever, but I think what's most important that we don't need to prove it really. I'm getting to that point that proving anything doesn't matter, and trying to get to the point that I don't need to say it either. This ego we seem to have doesn't serve us well at all if you really think about it. Really it's kinda like boasting that your the best at something, well your not the best at all things it's impossible right? The ego get's in the way of the good parts of life, the teaching and unconditional learning that is only achieved by giving up your ego. We can be %1000 percent right about something and if you persue this "fact" then you are %1000 percent wrong about living your life in a harmonious way.
