Right now I'm listening to Mr. Marley and very relaxed it's 8:28 and soon I will get dad's breakfast ready. Well I've had to rethink my self, my actions, most of all my thoughts that I have been unsure of this year. The holiday's really did me in this year a little worse than last so that is mostly the reason for the last sentence. I've noticed I am more sure of myself which is a welcome surprise to my second guessing self. Being sick really stinks, I can't just take 5 days off and let my husband take care of me which he really does so well. He get's mad when I'm sick because he doesn't know what to do and then he worries too much. Things that have happened this year:
Dad got put on Namenda and Aresept the first one works differently not sure how but the second made the difference that I could do this for a little while more (big time) instead of playing with his feces daily he is more there! Procrit shots when his blood work falls below 10-11 ish usually a series of weekly shots for 5-6 wks $90.00 copay (20%) labs coexist with that.
Mom- what can I say it has been a very tough year for her. It's sad because she was so darn in love with my dad before and she can't see through this disease that is eating dad's brain. Each day she gets jealous of all of dads attention, she does want to get out everyday which is good at least she's not depressed.
Me- I am taking better care of me, before I came down with this virus crap a wk and a half ago I was jogging/walking 2 plus some miles every other day, so now I wait till this cough goes away and eat the best I can. Off we go!
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