Not much to say except for the thing that I stopped riding the stationary bike for awhile and started jogging for the first time in my life. I used to hate jogging but I find it's like a little ego push that gets me going and gets me to finish. I made it past the extreme soreness in my legs (front and back of calves) and now I deal only with the shortness of breath and the dead legs from time to time. I can do 2 miles jogging most of the way and walking when I need to catch my breath so I feel some accomplishment there. I am trying to eat a little better also and drink more water.
Got to babysit my 2 and 3/4 year old Angelina Thurs-Sat and boy I could run a marathon and have more energy left than when she comes by! It's mostly because there is alot going on here now and I wish I could really do more with her. Josh applied for school (college) and da, da, da...........................Amber has been working for 2 weeks! yey!
I love my family so much, I have to admit that I am quite single minded at times meaning that I get caught up in keeping things running as smoothly as possible that I neglect certain things. My husband usually then waves the flag in my face and get's my attention to the not so obvious to me and lets me know when need to redirect. I think some wives would see this as something else but I need someone to look out for me and what's important from time to time. It's almost like a reality check but you don't have to wait till you find out the hard way, which is very cool.
I am feeling alot better about myself maybe it's because I am giving me a little more attention and at the same time I'm a little easier on me too because I have someone looking over my shoulder to help me find my way.
