last night

last night was tough to sleep I laid there in shock or more like awareness. My stepson's mom has been dealing with stage 4 cancer since 2010 when she had to have 95% of her colon removed or in other words large intestin. Dealt with almost 12 months of chemo treatments, pet scans, and worried kids (she has 2 and she is I believe 44 this year) Cancer, cancer........blood tests revealed yesterday her cancer markers are extremely elevated. I am selfishly shocked but not surprised, stage four is nasty. She has had at least 1 normal year, everything went back to normal living out our separate lives. What an optical illusion that is, you are effected, infected, affected. Please may I have some way to end her suffering.